I miss him so much...ill choose best answer just please help me?

No matter how you feel right now, sad, depressed etc... You cannot let this guy take control of your mind. Don't give away your power like that. He is gone and for a good reason. The problem is you can't figure out why. Why now? What did I do wrong? Is there someone else? Was I that bad of a person? Did he just use me? I am guessing these could be some of the questions you might be asking yourself. No matter what you ask and answer in your own mind or head I will tell you this much, he has or had no right to talk to you like the way he did. Swearing and disrespecting you is totally uncalled for. It only shows his true inner being and false sense of ego. You miss him because your memory is looking for and trying to decipher the good moments you shared and you're putting them ahead of the bad things he said or did. It doesn't work like that. Once a man does that he has shown his true colors. If someone breaks up with you there is no reason to tell you to shut the F up and stop your crying. He sounds like an immature kid if you ask me. Please get over him and this is how you do it. READ. Go online or to a book store and read about relationships. Read about self respect. He totally disrespected you in many ways that is just not acceptable. You miss him, I get that but there are guys out there that will love you for who you are, what you are inside and out and not give you grief over an argument cause everyone has those but this guy went above and beyond to be rude and dump you the way he did. Sounds like you got lucky now that he is gone. It wasn't meant to be obviously. He did you a favor but that favor hurts. Trust me God stepped in and though it hurts now, you will see a brighter future even though you cannot imagine how so. It will come to you. You just watch and see and remember some guy told you so on Yahoo Answers. ~ Tommy